Friday, 6 December 2024

Have you ever dreamt that you could fly? I bet so have many a penguin.


Have you ever dreamt that you could fly?
According to those in the know 20 - 40% of
us have done so at least once in our lives.
As I am one of those of us who have done so,
I have often wondered if dreaming one can fly
may have some sort of underlying meaning.
Looking in to it I found that it can be interpreted
in a number of different ways:
Positively, as in symbolically representing feelings
of freedom, transcendence and empowerment.
Negatively, as in symbolically representing a
 desire/need to flee from difficult obstacles, and or to escape 
feelings of anxiety and fear.
Pragmatically, we dream in order to keep us sleeping.
Dreaming gives the part of our brain that stores memory
a chance to inscribe our memories for future reference.
Although there's much written about dream interpretations,
 at this point in time however, it seems dream interpretations 
belong more in the ''theories'' basket rather
than the ''scientifically substantiated knowledge'' basket.

If Penguins possess consciousness, and some say they do,
are they aware of the irony that they have wings
but they can't be used for flying? 
Rather ...... their short, stocky wings are excellent
for...... swimming (??!!).
The fact that penguins can't fly but are good
at diving and swimming, is something that they have
in common with us humans.
Actually, they share a bunch of attributes with us.
They use patterned sounds to communicate with each other,
they use each other's bodies to regulate their body temperature,
they mate for life, they like playing and they walk upright.
And much like us when we live on top of each other,
when they live in large colonies where the distance between 
breeding pairs is very close, skirmishes often take
place.

This morning I woke up and for some unknown
reason I just felt the need to grab my sketch pad
and some ink and brushes, and paint a penguin.
(I have never even tried to draw one before, little
less paint one. Such is the muse. She comes
she goes. It is not for me to question her when
she shows up, alas, only to obey.)

In the midst of the chaos that is my life, I have
discovered that I find it harder and harder to
digest all the terrible and unnecessary suffering
us humans are inflicting on fawn and flora
on this our little blue planet.
As I can no longer play my angst and sorrow away
on the piano due to my rampant bursitis, I now try to 
find some solace by painting small-scale pieces and
posting my scribblings(thoughts) here on the blog.
Example:
 Fairy Wren (Ink/water colour on paper)

A penguins largest threat to its existence is 
not the fact that it can't fly, oh no,
the largest threat to its existence
is another wingless creature,
us.

We can do better, don't you agree?
Not only do I believe we can treat animals and
all that nature gives us, including each other,
better, but we can use our consciousness to
to guide our behaviour and actions mindfully aware
of that all life is precious.
We need to:
''Not hurt our brethren, our sisters, our animals,
as our first duty, nay, to stop there is not enough.
We have a higher mission - to be of service
wherever and whenever they require it.''
(St. Francis of Assisi re-interpreted by me)

about top painting: Ink on paper

Monday, 2 December 2024

Pain can be subdued with the help of a vivid imagination........................


Some say that when we visualize something, the brain
can at times find it hard to distinguish between a vivid 
imagination and that which we experience as reality.

Let me be blunt.
I'm in pain. Mentally and physically.
Have been for years.
Some days are worse than others. 
It was during one
of those really worst of days that I discovered
a way to
escape my pain by utilizing the power
of imagination.
This particular day the pain was so intense that
 I couldn't even get out
of bed to grab some pain-killers.
Even the tiniest of movement and my stomach
would lurch.
Although even the act of mere thinking hurt, 
somehow suddenly
I remembered someone telling me that it is
possible to make the brain/mind ''think/believe'' 
something to be real/actually happening with the help 
of a very vivid imagination.
Stuck there in my bed, unable to move and barely
capable of breathing, I closed my eyes and visualized
myself being an eagle, soaring high above snow
clad mountains. 

I became the eagle.
My eyes viewed the mountains, I heard the
winds, I smelt the ice-cold air, I felt my
wings slowly moving.
Gliding through the air all my attention was
focused on being there, there....in the mind of an
eagle.
I was no longer aware of my pain, I was only
 experiencing a sense of freedom and lightness that
I imagined soaring like an eagle entailed.

As to the amount of time that may have passed while 
I ''was soaring'' I have no idea, but
what I do know is that when I opened my eyes again,
I was able to get out of my bed, slowly walk to
the bathroom and finally
take some over-the counter pain-killers.
With blurry,  bloodshot eyes I looked at my watch.
5:30 am.
I went back to bed.
I went back to being an eagle.
(Since then I have ''soared'' many times.)

Imagination.
''Logic will get you from A to B.
Imagination will take you everywhere.''
(Albert Einstein)

Pain, including chronic pain, due to some
 form of illness, is in my view insidious.
 It tends to be stealthy, obnoxious, crafty
and so on, but worst of all, ....relentless.
If that's not bad enough, pain that is caused
by something not visible to the naked eye,
well, that's worse still. 
Why? Because it can so easily be
dismissed as ''imaginary''.
And as such, in my experience ''imaginary''
pain is often viewed as not
 ''deserving" of neither compassion nor sympathy.
Quandary: Imagination is ''good or bad'' according 
to the ''eyes of the beholder''.

Imagination, in my view is a tool.
It can be used in ways that enhances and
enriches our lives,
or it can be used in ways that diminish
and disparage our lives.
We are the ones using the tool so we must chose
how to use it.

''The man who has no imagination
has no wings.''
(Muhammad Ali)
 


about the image: Ink on paper
Title: ''I will soar like an Eagle''